I am so stressed out ... then I receive my Nelnet form. Great. My kid is speech delayed, barely interacts with anyone other than me including his father. So I failed there not to mention that I totally have no background in early childhood development, nutrition, and I can not interact with other children or their parents meaning that his play buddies equals zero. My husband, the only person I know here thinks very little of me. I have no way of getting out. Yet, I am expected to just go out and find a job as though I were a single mom. Seriously, a single mom who just moves off to some random place like Wyoming? Wtf. My haircut sucks, I need jaw surgery, I have to go back to the gyno to see if I need another leep or if I have developed cancer. We do not own a home yet my husband wants to build houses for other people. I only wanted one thing in life, one thing and that was a degree. I was doing so well! a 3.5 even after being on suspension. There is more "whining" but even that exhaust me and depresses me. And now Ladies and Gentlemen I have to go change a crap diaper. Hopefully, my little sunshine won't stick his fingers around his butt.